FERNER, carter elizabeth

[carter elizabeth ferner]

STAND TALL, HEAD AND SHOULDERS DOWN

THEY DON'T MAKE 'EM LIKE US ANYMORE
•CARTER ELIZABETH FERNER•
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YOU FAILED, TO SEE THAT I AM NOT YOUR SHADOW
I CAN BE MORE

[/color][/size] ferner, carter elizabeth
NICKNAMES: car
SEX: female
AGE: sixteen
BIRTHDAY: march 29th
SEXUALITY: heterosexual
HOMETOWN: toronto, canada
ETHNICITY: caucasian
GRADE: sophmore, second
STATUS: canon, human, secret doesn't like the spotlight and was abused.
CELEBRITY PLAY BY: demi lovato[/font][/ul]

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YOU SAID THE WORLD IS HARD TO FACE

PERSONALITY: Shy
Carter was one an outgoing girl who was one of the first to volunteer when trying something new. However, history has taken quite a toll on her, and she has retreated to the safety net of her music, rarely seeking people outside of school.

Creative
Though her social life leaves much to be desired, Carter has displayed great potential in the area of singing and song writing. No one knows of this besides herself, for she fears being judged and jeered at for her attempts.

Passionate
Of all the things in the world, Carter deeply values two things. The close friends that she does have, and her music. They are the only steady and constant things that remain in her life now that she feels so vulnerable, and they are the only ones who seem to comfort her.

Gentle
Despite being soft spoken and rather meek, Carter has a loyal heart that tries its very best to help anyone and everyone in need. Sometimes it takes all of her courage to do so, but in the end, the only thing that matters is the other person.

Kind
Should anyone ever reach out to her, Carter is more than willing to take their hand. She treats people as fairly as possible, showing no prejudice against race or religion, and caring little for family history. Instead, she tends to focus on the person themself, as an individual.

Sarcastic
On the occassional time when she can be found with a trusted friend, there is a sort of witty sarcasm that tends to escape her lips. Those are the only times when she really laughs anymore, and ever so often, tells a joke or pokes fun at someone else.

Wall-Flower
Because of her shyness and past experiences, this girl finds herself to be a shadow, a wall-flower who is often passed by in favour of a the blonde bubble-head or the cheerleader captain. Boys rarely notice her, but she certainly notices them.

Secretive
With the pains of her past, there is one thing that she has learned to do well, but hates with every fibre of her being. Lying. Should a situation arise where she is required to tell a lie in order to escape, she can do it without blinking an eye until sometime later, though the very thought makes her sick. She hates not being able to trust people, but can you really blame her?

Trustworthy
When friends tell friends secrets, they don't go spilling them to the gossip girl in the hallway so they can be posted on blogs. And that is something that she stands by firmly. Never once has she let a secret out, having had a lot of practise keeping her own.

Haunted
The pains of her past seem to be slowly creeping up on her, with her mother often away longer than she was before. Still forced to live with her father for a short while, Carter is desperately seeking an alternative life, away from the man who destroyed her from such a tender age. Every so often, her dreams are filled with the haunting memories and pains of that night, and she hates him all the more in the morning.

LIKES: roses, sunsets, going to the beach, the colour blue, singing when no one can hear her, dancing, writing music, reading, being herself, writing a new song, carnations, people not knowing her secrets, freedom

DISLIKES: being lied to, being used, her father, cheaters, being told she cannot do something, catching a cold, being alone, rap music, writer's block, people knowing the truth about her past, people picking on her little sister

FEARS: people knowing the truth about her past, him finding out how she feels, angering a vampire, being watched closely, being humiliated in front of others

STRENGTHS: singing, keeping to herself, holding her tongue, avoiding the obvious eye of the vampires.

WEAKNESSES: her self-esteem, takes what others say at face value, cannot sing in front of others and knows not that she has the eye of the vampires.

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BUT I CAN KEEP UP WITH ITS PACE
IF YOU LET ME GO

[/color][/size] maria elena ferner. fourty. author
FATHER: tony patrick ferner. fourty-four. producer
SIBLINGS: adrianna may ferner. fifteen. freshman
OTHER: none
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HISTORY: Around the time that Carter turned ten, her mother's career took a large turn for the better, meaning that she would be traveling a large amount of time and leaving Carter at home with her younger sister and father. She never once complained, because she knew how badly her mother had been looking forward to her career taking off, and therefore settled ito a routine of helping her sister get dressed, eat and clean up afterward.

But around that time, her father become much less kind than he had been when she was younger, and Carter discovered the darkest side of the person she loved. One night, after putting her younger sister to bed, Carter went into the living room to say goodnight to her father, only to find him drunk out of his mind. She helped to guide him to the bedroom, where he locked the door and trapped her like a caged animal, raping her before she had the chance to scream for help. After the deed was done, he threatened her within an inch of her life, swearing that she would not live another day if her mother found out.

But the deed had been done on Carter's self esteem and vie of herself, turning the outgoing, loveable girl into a meek, timid and otherwise fearful child. By the time she reached her sophmore year, she realized that she couldn't hide in fear anymore, despite the act committed against her by her own father. With this in mind, she set out writing songs, singing, dancing and acting to improve the way she looked at herself on a daily basis. The mask was off, and it was time for her to raise her voice.

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WHAT IF YOU COUNTING ON MY FAILURE MADE ME LIVE

HEY THERE! MY NAME IS DESTINY. AND
I FOUND THIS AWESOMESAUCE PLACE BY PROBOARDS SUPPORT.
I AM SEVENTEEN YEARS YOUNG, BUT LET'S
NOT JUDGE. I'VE BEEN ROLE-PLAYING FOR FOUR YEARS
YEARS NOW,SO THAT MAKES ME THE MASTER, RIGHT?
OH! AND I ALSO PLAY NO ONE HERE
AT THE GOODBYE CELEBRATION, CUZ I'M JUST THAT COOL. OKAY, LAST THING I PROMISE.
THE PASSWORD IS ADMIN EDIT <3!.

hey there! this app was made by kena of CAUTION 2.0, mmkays?
so don't go stealing. it's not cool. annd. . . lyrics from WHAT IF? by
the lovely MEG & DIA. awesomecakes, i know, right?

[abrianna nicole turner]